Away..

Tonight I came back to an empty home.

Pak ngah on my husband's side has just passed away 2 days ago. Thus, my husband and I went back to his 'kampung' for funeral and 'tahlil'.

However, today I have to return back to Putrajaya for work and left baby and hubby in 'kampung'.

Good thing that his hometown is only 40-45 minutes away from Putrajaya.

No more off day for me now since I will be on a very long holiday soon.

They were supposed to come back tonight but I told him to just stay one more day overthere. Since I will be working tomorrow, there is no point for him to come back so soon.

I was being a thoughtful wife.

He was surprised but I convinced him that I would be fine.

By the time I finished work, I wasn't fine.

I really miss my baby.

Regret my decision. Lol. 

Maybe I should just go.

It was 11 at night and I am very sleepy.

It won't be safe to drive through those snake road in the middle of the forest.

Scary!!

I am used to my husband going away.

It was unbearable at first but then I learned to adapt.

After having Isabella, all my loneliness and sadness when left alone were gone.

However, I have never been away from my baby even for a night.

Lol. I can't imagine doing call in hospital and leaving my baby at home.

Lucky I left hospital life. Best thing ever!!!

Huhuhu missing my baby.

Can't wait to see her tomorrow night:)